One of these places is at a neighborhood Hachioji Temple
near where I lived last year. The traffic roars by, horns honk, pedestrians
chat, and dogs bark, but in the park-like setting near the temple, there are
benches, and trees, and a waterscape that trickles a lovey little fall of water
into a crystal clear pond. I went there more and more often last year after I
found it.
I do not feel Zen on a daily basis. I feel stressed, trying
to do my job without access to the Internet, or access to a printer, or access
to a phone that dials out of the country (which my rental is supposed to do but
doesn’t). That’s when I go in search of the temple. A student needs to print
out a form for financial aid, sign it and fax it within 24 hours. Great! Except
we have a field trip the next day, and there won’t be anyone on campus to help
us until next Tuesday. Some how we get it done, then I run in search of the
temple.
Zen is surprisingly hard to find here, but nearing the end
of year two, I’m at least used to the roadblocks to serenity. I’ve found a few
places where I can escape and take a breather, and this year my apartment was
one of them. I can’t wait for next year, to do this all over again because Zen
is really a state of mind, and I’m getting a lot of good practice. :)
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